Getting it right this time…Finally honest with myself

My name is Dawn. It was a 20-year marriage, but it was a troubled marriage, one filled with mental and physical abuse. And it drove me to
drink. Vodka became my companion. I started drinking just to relax. After all, I had excuses, right? The domestic abuse was terrible, my mother was on meds, I was having anxiety attacks, and I was overwhelmed trying to be super mom. But one drink became two, and then I
figured I needed another one . . . and so it went until it became a full-blown addiction.

With God’s help, I’ll stay the course this time around

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The results of my drinking? I lost everything — my driver’s license, my house, and more jobs than I care to remember. My employers got tired of me calling in saying, “I’m sorry but I’m sick today.” When I was finally honest with myself, I had to admit I was doing a rotten job running my life. That’s when I decided to return to Holland Rescue Mission’s program, from which I’d graduated more than two years ago.
I hoped against hope I would learn my lesson this time and maintain a better relationship with God. I no longer wanted to fill that deep hole in my life with alcohol. All I can say is, so far so good.

It’s good to know I’m not doing this alone. God, my Christian counselors, and you who support this place of rescue are with me every day. I love to spend time in God’s Word, and I’m working hard on developing my relationship with my heavenly Father. Thank you for giving me a safe place — a good place — at this time of my life. It’s also great to be able to help in the thrift store here at the Gateway Center, where I’m able to use my many years of retail skills. When I meet Jesus in heaven one day, I’m simply going to thank Him for loving me. And I hope to hear him say to me, “Well done, my good and faithful servant.”

Dawn

 

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My name is Karl. There was no stopping it. I just drank, drank, and drank . . . and then I drank some more. The police around here know me well, because I was picked up three times for public drinking and disorderly conduct. But I just kept drinking.

“Alcohol was destroying me drink by drink I lost everything many times”

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Alcohol was destroying me drink by drink I lost everything many times — apartments, cars, and everything else that should have been important to me. A lot of people tried to help me over the years, but I never listened. I just didn’t want to stop drinking.

My life is finally turning in the right direction

It took a long time for me to see the light. When I finally realized alcohol was killing me, I came to Holland Rescue Mission. For the first time, my life is turning around.

Today, I know God loves me and that He forgives me. I’m no longer a slave to alcohol and a lifestyle that violated everything God wants for me. I’m free. I still have my problems, but now I have the One who is always there for me when I need help.

Someday, I hope I get the chance to talk to high school kids, so I can share with them the lessons I’ve learned: Booze is a lie and drinking is no path to a good life. If just one kid listened to me, it would be worth it.

I don’t know what I would do without Holland Rescue Mission and generous people like you who keep these doors open. Thank you for being obedient to Jesus when He says to reach out to people in need. I hope you and your family make it a great holiday season.

Karl