My name is Amanda. I’m at Holland Rescue Mission because my three kids and I had nowhere else to go. I was in a terrible relationship for many years, and the constant abuse finally got to the point right where I couldn’t take it anymore. It seems like being abused has been the center point of my life, starting with my dad, who was a coke addict. He was a hippie, and he pretty much ignored me — except to abuse me physically and verbally.
There were pot plants all over our house. One day, I even saw some deer eating his pot. That was quite a sight. When my father wasn’t looking, I would go to his ashtray and smoke whatever pot was left. In a nutshell, that was my life. My mom died when I was 18, and I don’t know why, but I blamed her death on God. I was angry at Him for a long time. But I’m happy to say all my former anger is now in the past, because today I love the God I once hated. I have my smile back. I’m more talkative. I’m finally discovering who I am and what God wants for my life.
Thank you for giving my kids and me shelter and food
My goal now is to return to school and continue my studies in criminal justice. I’ve already done a year and a half of coursework and I look forward to completing my degree. One thing’s for sure: I would not have this motivation to succeed in life if it were not for the Mission and all the people here who are on my side. I also consider you as one of those people, because your donations are giving my kids and me a roof over our heads and food in our bellies.
“. . . all my former anger is now in the past, because today I love the God I once hated.”
But more than that, you are helping my family discover how much Jesus loves us. I’ve never been happier and my relationship with God is growing closer each day.
God bless you for the love you pour into our hearts day after day